Friday, May 18, 2012

The Things We Learn...

... Well, I was going to say "in first grade" and then I quickly realized that we have preschool graduation to talk about, too. It's been an emotional week for me. We have finished both first grade and preschool. And by "finished preschool" I mean that quite literally. No more daycare checks. No more dropping off and picking up on the complete other side of town. As our friend Tommy puts it, we just got a pretty big pay raise. In both our monthly daycare budget and our gas use. I know all of those things will make me smile in a few months (like the first time we're home by 2:30, coming straight from picking both kids up from school at the same time). For now, though, I'm sad. I do not necessarily care for the "end of eras."

To adequately prepare yourself for this blog, you may want to look back to my blog in May 2011. When Cooper finished kindergarten, I was convinced there was no other teacher on the planet that could make our life as simple and wonderfully happy than Mrs. Johnson last year. Nope. No way. No how. I even stated something to the effect of "I will tell all future teachers that I adore them and that they are the best teacher EVER, but I won't mean it. I won't mean it, because Mrs. Johnson was the best teacher ever."

And... She WAS! Until we met Mrs. Bryant. Then there was some stiff competition. I quickly realized that we can have it both ways, have our cake and eat it, too, or whatever analogy you want to put on it. Mrs. J was perfect for us (yes, all of us) in kindergarten and Kendall has literally cried when I told her she very well may NOT get Mrs. J as HER kindergarten teacher. We even had to go visit Mrs. J when Kendall was with me at school this week. That said, I can't imagine a better teacher for Cooper's 1st grade year. And don't get me started on the assistant in the class, either. I mean, good grief... it was amazing. I love these women dearly and I only spent about 2 hours a week with them. I remember some very interesting characters in elementary school over at Ft. Craig, a "few" years ago. I don't remember too many warm and fuzzy teachers (well, except the guidance counselor, who literally handed out Warm Fuzzies). I'm sure my memory has faded a little since then, but one of the reasons I have loved our elementary teachers so much so far is that they truly LOVE my child. I mean, I know he's lovable (HELLO!), but they really love him. And I have seen some relatively not-so-easy to love kids in his classes and they LOVE them, too. I mean, literally, Mrs. B calls her kids "Love" when they ask her a question. She always has a hand on their back or their arm and I never heard her raise her voice.

My child went to school everyday and was welcomed into a loving, warm, happy environment. Every. Single. Day. So yes. I'm very sad. With each year that we have of blissful happiness, I worry that the next year is going to be just awful. But, then I remember which school we are at and my fears dwindle a bit. I couldn't look at the teachers in the eye today as we walked out. I had to leave as I felt my tears coming (I really don't cry pretty). I'm sure I'll watch Mrs. Bryant's year-end slideshow (complete with ridiculously sad music) at home later and cry like a first grader who missed out on one of those all-important warm fuzzies.


More later about Kendall's year-end. I literally can't handle writing anymore. I need to go look at some sunshine and rainbows for a while.